Heaven is the bed I make—and hell is where I've slept---
And I know there are parts of me who--- know not where I've been
Could somebody please---tell me why—I worry like I do---
This pain I feel don’t feel like mine—I don’t know what to do.with it----
I play dead---in a pool I float---like I wont----sink---
And instead of --trying to swim to shore-----I call--for help again--And
Glory to that clarity that comes in subtle waves---

With my back against a wall—and nothing to believe in---

Now I'm not afraid to work—but----sometimes I don’t know what to do---
So many options all to taste--—but im so hungry I cant move---
And when I finally gain the confidence to lift that spoon up--- to my face— I know Ill keep on eating-even though Im full now--

1x--Drill holes in my feet pull me out and watch me drown—set me ontop of this water—let me stand on solid ground---
I -play dead-----in a pool—I float like I wont sink---and instead of taking your advice-----I float ontop the waves-----



Now you tell me im croaked---
You tell me Ill adapt---
You give me an answer to a question never asked---
I need you to listen, but you needed to talk—
so now we walk together---we got nothing done---

Look it me---all----civilized like---I need this to live-----
Addicted to the routine life—that Ive had since a kid—
City lights-----preservatives---and television sets---
And frequencies that I cant see but keep me in their grip.

In Between the mountains—something calls for me----
It tells me—that its time for change---its tells me I should---to leave---
And I know that I should go---I have nothing to pack---
But im scared that once I turned my back—that---Id never come back—



Im tired of the same ole same no pain no gain—some way some how
I lie when I claim that I know how to make it settle down---Im blind like you are me and we are naked not alone---born to raise awareness just to train it how to smile---for every little spec of paint that’s ever been painted on this wall---I sacrifice my ego just so we can watch it fall----cuz heaven is inside of us and there is no where else---together we can finally feel as empty as a hole—


-and in that hole there lives a force---that I call the unknown----it pulls me and it pushes you to where we need to go---sometimes I do not listen only when I doubt myself—but when Im sensitive to my intuition—I sense that everything has evolved----so what is it that governs these decision we must make—between the right and wrong—and how we label some mistakes----cuz lately Ive been thinking about how it comes in waves---and how every single---choice I make will impact everything------


---so how much of this do I make---and how much is outside of me------and what can I do to prevent--from feeling future pain—cuz even when the sun fills up the sky inside—of me---a part of me becomes-- preoccupied about when it will rain---

Now---
Heaven is the bed I make—and hell is where Ive slept---
And I know there are parts of me who--- know not where ive been
Could somebody please---tell me why—I worry like I do---
And —remind-to --enjoy the moment while it lasts—with you---
3xCould somebody please---tell me why—I worry like I do---

This pain I feel don’t feel like mine—I don’t know what to do.
With out it---